12 July 1998, It was a Sunday(WC final day), and I was going to board the night train(Malabar express) to go back to college after a weekend home. Ache came to drop me at the train station, we were discussing football a lot that night, in the car and at the station waiting for the … Continue reading For Zidane, For Henry! WC for France again!
Too many goal kicks, fouls, running around, the anger...the game was a very emotionally charged one. I was covered in beer. 🙂 But the ambience was amazing. Someone who is always resolute, forget cheesy, hardly expressive and even his smile is sort of rationed out. Everything sailor does is special, perhaps that's why I keep … Continue reading Goal kick vs Goal Kiss
Me: English patient is such a yummy book! C: Hmm J: Rather suits your boy, he was an "English Patient" infected by an Indian princess Me: Oh give over C: Wat! J: Well, it was love at first bite, never seen you like that, C. C: Whatever! ( Rolls his eyes) Me: Blushhhh!
Page by page, I tear the miserable chapters I burn them in the flames of the candle you lit the ash formed a small heap of misery the lonely hours I filled up with verses which belonged nowhere but my laments which means nothing now but ashes The empty words vanity that got me to … Continue reading In you
Was it you or me, I wonder who kept the candle lit amidst the chaos and pain and absence and loneliness it burnt like the sun which never set in this case in the east or west in England or India it was lit by love nurtured by time the candle my sun
To all the anger which I shower in hatred you lament about some eternal love it makes the whole idea of love about getting laid and selfish desires perhaps you are wired to not love but to only lament in eternity and that is your penance your punishment indeed that you will never be free … Continue reading Lamenting
Your begging always repelled me It never stopped then or now Only reasons have changed No, I am not done with things till am done with, in my own time You want redemption, you say well justice is man made not karma nor a cosmic activity it is purely human activity just like your begging … Continue reading Beg
Why did you stay? Why do you still stay? Have you not burnt enough? In the heat of my fire, my mood swings Why I wonder every day... Was it love that never died take me to ports downhill that meadow where we held hands together for the first time I lament and lament and … Continue reading Stay
There is a melancholy me which ebbs with love and fulfilment which I am finding it hard to contain..I am so used to feeling so messed up inside me that I find this liberated self overwhelming 🙂 I can't win can I! I feel like am 10 years younger as though past decade or so … Continue reading The dot
A positive thing an ass gave me is to bring Lachu into my life indirectly. And that was in May too that we spoke for the first time. Oh, what a life. 🙂