Idea of me!

You do realize that you loved the idea of her, but not her?
You say there is love, and knows what you want,  but not what she wants?

You think she is crazy, and any aberration is exciting, but she could be tired?
You feel she is selfish, and her expectations are vain, but never got her?

If there is no her in your heart or around you, then where is she in this?
The idea of her might stay, but the real her might vanish…