I feel nothing from time to time
Is that something to feel maybe?
Feeling of emptiness pains me
Tells me I was full once maybe?
I was gay, flying high above
Travelling faster than light
It could be that I am drugged
An alternative random reality
Am swimming with the dancing waves
Then lost in a sudden undercurrent
The rock I cling on to is you
I smiled as you held me firm
I felt safe as I once felt
Rocking waves sang a lullaby
Alas, I opened my eyes
And I saw ‘the unreal’ me!